Figured it Out

I've spent the last few months not really knowing how to get through things. I found out I wasn't going to be able to go back to school this semester, then three weeks later, the week before Christmas, we found out my great grandma had cancer. One week after Christmas she passed away. I've been staying at my grandma's because if I leave, it's too much closure. It makes things final, and I guess I don't want this to be finalized.

For the past couple of weeks, I've been heavily considering staying in Palmyra. I now know I want to eventually live here. I wish I could now.

But I woke up yesterday morning and realized I need to be home. My Lebanon home, with my mom and sisters, and near my friends. I also need to get back in school.

So, weather permitting, I'll be going home this Friday. I can't wait to see all of my friends and celebrate my birthday, and start the job search.

Hopefully this will be just what I need, and if it doesn't work out, I've come to find that just because your plans may not work out, it's not the end of the world.

New Directions

I know, I know, it's been forever since I've posted something. I really thought I was done with all of this blogging business, but something hit me today-I really have no idea what I want to do with my life.

There. I've said it. Kinda out loud.

Anyways, I really liked blogging when I was really into it, so I decided I'd give it a try again. I've been reading a lot of other blogs, watching a lot of movies, listening to a lot of new music, so maybe I've been inspired. Who knows. But hopefully sometime soon, I'll figure it.

And if I don't, you'll get to hear all about it.